It took 4 weeks to complete the portrait of my church members, roughly about 250+ people with lots of fake smiles and meaningless small talks because we can’t do this in silence. “There are so many blessings moments that God has allowed me to witness this month, and I loved every minute of serving my church members……” that answer is straight up LIE.
Here is a truth,
Every single week, I hated losing on my sleep, I hated the fact that I was away from kids, and I hated explaining things over and over. I quickly got annoyed at everything and everyone, and at last, I quickly found out that I can not truly love my neighbor as my self, not even close.
Because I love myself more than anything else in the world.
